potpouri of feelings....

its been 3 week since my newboy entered rmc...most of which are quite cool guys...but there are the sour few.....sigh...thats the reason i'm wearing my BAJU RAYA(no.4) ... damn mental low newboy....juz because of a "starlight".....skang my whole dash...except 3 guys are "gating"......8 more days and counting to my PASSING OUT GATING!!!!!1i'm finishingnext monday!!!yay........cant wait.........my parents dont noe yet.....hope dey wont find out....would kill them if they did......so shhhhhhh..........i got hitched up with this gurl....den three days later.....we broke up......welll at least she said we were together and dat we broke up..........hello........i'm like so far away from home...how am i suppose to noe shit????jeez.......give me a break la........i pun tak tau nak kata ape......going for commando training this march,gonna become a putera commando or paukan khas putera(PAKSKAP)as we call it in the boys wing...so guess i wont be going home in a while.........SPM is only less than 250 days down the road.......sigh....first your juz over PMR and the next thing you know.....SPM hits you in the face....who would have thought......hahaha......well...gotta buckle up...gotta make my parents luck.....all eyes and hope solely lie on my brains,my attitude....and my pen.....so wish me luck....